I am thinking about emailing my ex friend but I am scared of the reaction I will probably get, I had known her for over 3 years, She has mental health issues as well, In the end we hurt eachother pretty bad. I got fed up with her because it was me that made all the effort and I got to the point when I thought why am I even doing this anymore? Not just that but now and then she would bully me.

Besides all of this we did get on sometimes, I miss her when I am feeling lonely, Tonight I have done some thinking and if I email her and I think she would probably get nasty what will I do then? Am I being stupid? Should I just let this go?

I am terrible with friends, Maybe it is me and not her. I don't know, I am confused, I have never been good with friends.