I am really having a hard time figuring out my bf's true intentions. There have been many instances where he has dropped everything to come to my side. He was basically my butler (at his request) after my knee surgery and tries to comfort me during really bad cramps (I have a history of ruptured ovarian cysts). Then other times it feels like he couldn't give two craps about my feelings.

I am giving my first talk ever at our national meeting (around 3,000 people) in a week. I am terrified out of my mind! I never want to practice in front of him bc I am embarrassed. I really care about his opinion and so I'm scared to practice my presentations in front of him. I hate small crowds anyways but a single person terrifies me - especially him.

So he asks me today to practice it and I said I didn't want to and he basically went off saying all he is trying to do is help and getting angry telling me I don't care about his opinion and THAT'S why I don't want to. Not once did he ever ask WHY I didn't want to or how doing the talk makes ME feel. I feel like he is only thinking of himself. But then he turns around and does something the complete opposite! Why is he so friggen unpredictable?!