I don't know what to do. I still think about my therapist all the time even though I haven't seen him for 6 months. He referred me to someone else for a few months which was fine, but I haven't forgotten him and I never will. I just feel so lonely, I don't know how anyone will replace him. Anytime I read in the news that there's been some car accident or something I worry that it's him. I hate the idea that he most likely doesn't think about me at all. I can't get a job at the moment so I don't have anything to distract me, I just want to get on with life but I can't.