Weird and kind of gross so you may want to stop reading. Whenever I see or feel any kind of bump or raised area on my face I attack it till I get whatever's in there out, even if it means picking it out with a a needle. Then I have a mark which stresses me out for days. It's compulsive. If it's there I have to zap it and the more that shoots out the better. I don't know wtf is wrong with me. I've done this since I was a child...incessent picking till at times there was left a hole. Some doc had a name for it but I don't care. I just want to stop and leave my face alone. I have scars from the past, not bad but still there. Any thoughts?