Okay, I'm back to my "normal" self. After reading all day on the internet about the drug, I feel better about taking it. I've definitely learned never to take 2 tablets, but I know it would be beneficial for me to at least take 1/2 a tablet. I was a little iffy about breastfeeding while on the medication, but I think it will be okay. She was a little sleepy today probably because of my high dosage, but we made it. I know its better for me to be on the medication with the slight side effects than for me to be off of them completely. It's all a learning process, and I'm doing really well considering the circumstances.