Oh, time0! I'm so sorry about your situation!
I almost begin to cry when I feel the despair in your words...
If you only could see what we're seeing!!!! Because we see an amazing woman! A woman who have fought for such a long time, never to give up. I woman filled with love and valuable feelings inside.
This will not hold for long, hon... You need some rest and to find an other job more suitable for you.
Please, talk to your hubby and explain to him how you're feeling.
This will only bring you further and further down, my friend. I'm here to support you and listen to you and so are others here in PC. Do you know why???
Because we love you! You're important to us!
You're a part of us! You've helped us many times by your caring words.

(((((((((((((((time0))))))))))))))