They don't know, one of my lifelong skills has been lying to everyone about how i am, and how I am. I opened up to a close freind last night while drunk, and they was shocked as they honestly saw me as the "happy go-easy guy who was the life of meetings".

How did that feel-to tell them? Were they supportive after their intial reaction?

Years, about 13 to 14 years now (give or take a few)

Do you remember when it first started?

Started a different med yesterday, feeling more like a zombie, however the doc said it should "hopefully wear off after a few days". He didn't sound to convinced..

How are you feeling about it now?

I'd like to let you know how much I appreciate your feedback so far, It honestly does mean so much to me.[/quote]



Take care,
-obj