you should def talk to your doctor about this. But don't go off the meds cold turkey, or even on your own if you can help it. That could be REALLY REALLY dangerous. If you go off on your own try to tier downwards, but best to do it on doctors orders. So talk to the doc - apathy can be a "side effect" that the doctor should work with you to fix. Maybe you need to find a doctor who will listen to you =/ sui as a side effect of meds is really bad