Got to. If I don't keep busy, i get bored. If i get bored, I start thinking of stupid/reckless/destructive things to do. If i'm in the right mood, i act on those thoughts. Such a situation , a perfect storm of sorts, usually leads to socially unacceptable behaviors that land me in the hospital, in trouble with the authorities, lost in the middle of no where, or with a strange woman. hahahaha