i am so sad. i have been crying for days because someone i love is leaving. He got a new job out of state and i can't stop all this crying. I tried to hide it, but he knew and doesn't want to hurt me. But it hurts. ive never felt so loved and cared for. i can't even distinguish between the love he gives me and who he is. I don't know what i crave more. i don't know how to live without it.