you don't fail just because you're not getting a job. I've noticed this a lot lately, with irl people too. Jobs are hard to find nowadays, even the ones that don't pay as much like MacDonalds. I have a friend who's an assistant manager now at a Dunkin... he says his manager tries not to accept applications for an interview unles they have specifically DUNKIN experience and most of the time they don't look beyond that *angry face*

So it comes down to luck and you constantly trying so that you can win that one interview.... I know that's hard but it's not a comment on you being a good or bad person. It's just what is.

You don't deserve negative punishment for this.

If you're feeling really suicidal please do call a hotline or something =(
http://psychcentral.com/helpme.htm <---- some resources

hang in there