I don't know what to do - I just feel confused

I really don't think I can get out the house without it though - I could maybe mention it to my nurse, I see her in 10 days, but I don't know, if she'll want to know, because it isn't mental health related.

They've controlled me before - my knife is to me what insulin is to a diabetic.

I'm just sick of the sleeper cells though, if I pull a knife on them, they will give me the proof I need - then everyone will listen.