im scared to. she thinks everything is fine. i dont think she realizes that it is so hard. i guess for her its probably not. she has no clue. im also scared she will think its nothing. and that im silly for bringing it up. i should be fine between. the time shouldnt matter really. i am not trying enough. i know im wrong. i really am scared to mention it to her. im scared its nothing. or inappropriate for me. its not a issue i should have. its wrong. i dont want to annoy her.