I am nervous about the interview. I am torn because I really hate the job I am at (it is extremely triggering to me right now), but the place I am interviewing at is a good 45 - 50 minutes away from my t's office. I don't know if I would be able to continue to see my t if I were to get and take this other job since my t doesn't have evening or weekend appointments. I am also struggling because I really want to tell my husband that I have been cutting a lot, but I am afraid to (he doesn't know I have been cutting at all). I don't want to hurt him. But at the same time, I think it would be a good start because he is clueless as to how much I am struggling right now, and if things continue down this road, I may end up in the hospital, and I don't want him to be completely surprised by it. But, if I tell him, he is going to want me to stop, and I don't know if I can stop right now. I am on a cancellation list for my t this week since she didn't have any available appointments.