Whoa, I've been creepin' on this site since Friday when I found out thru my dr. I have hypomanic biploar disorder. I, being the creative fool that I am , have begun to piece together these last few years and decided to write about every nuance of this recovery in a journal. Since I am on new meds, I am on the damn fence on whether the treatment is worse than the disorder. I tried splitting the pill in half and it did not help. I want to be functional so badly. Make sense?