Sorry about what you had to go through Amy, sounds horrible. I have used Seroquel and it has made me feel horrible when they increased it. My pdoc would ask me too "give it time to work" The most I could take of it was 50mg without feeling "numb" so too speak. Have they tried anything else other then the Seroquel?
As far as trusting the medical community.....I am the same way. I went into the ER for an incident with my SI and I heard the doc talking to a nurse about me and I was disgusted by what I heard. I literally lied my way out of being put in the hospital. A few days later I ended up at a different one but I just want you too know I understand why you would feel like that.
As far as getting off your meds and not seeing a pdoc after you graduate. Only you can make that choice but whatever you choose I'm all ears if you ever need to talk.
Take Care of YOU
Cher