Hugs to you! I am bi-polar as well. I have these feelings towards my husband. I always worry if he still loves me, or doesn't like me anymore, etc. I try to tell myself, that it's silly to think that he doesn't love me, because if he didn't, we would be divorced. I try not to be too clingy as well, because I know that guys really aren't a big fan of it. Is this something that troubles you in all relationships, or just this one?