I want a effing drink. Rotten damned day today and I'd love to have just a teensy weeny ounce of effing relief from the anger and frustration that has built up in me today. Feeling right now like "what is the effing point?" . Anyway, I'm too tired to chase a drink and I have too much sobriety to ruin it now so I'm going to lay low, watch a movie and let it all blow over. Tomorrow's another day, after all. I wish all of you sober people another 24. Bless you.