The advice from kaliope is very good. In addition, you should know BP is a lifelong condition. In my experience no one is "cured". I have a wonderful and loving husband of 20 years who watched me on the manic rollercoaster ride up which included extra-marital affairs, exorbitant spending, gambling, traveling, etc. And he has been there for me when I crash and am depressed for months, lacking motivation, not interested in sexual contact, not interested in socializing. I could be soft and fuzzy about all of this but coming from my perspective I would say that you are probably in for a long and bumpy ride. Not that it should diminish your love for her, or your hopes and dreams. Just be prepared to deal with it.