Welcome to PC! Get Out Now! Is there someone you can call leave him before he hurts you bad! It is by no means YOUR FAULT! That is what he would want you to believe and anyone that has been in an abusive relationship will tell you the same thing! I know you probably love him or you wouldn't have married him, but he will not change, not for YOU! I can't say it enough GET YOURSELF SAFE! No one has the right to hit anyone I don't care what they do! I wish you the best keep posting so I know you are safe.