To All The PC Family

Your comments and good wishes have touched my heart! As I wrote earlier, T wishes that I continue with PC because it has been good for me. I have great difficulties with All-or-Nothing Thinking - it's almost beyond my paradigm. But, I'm working on it. Anyway, I'm going to be more patient with myself, at least try. So, you might not get words, but you'll get hearts.

Thank you all for your love and support! This has been such a difficult time and I know it's not catastrophic, but sometimes it sure seems that way - know what I mean? I hope you all do.

Someone PM'ed me and suggested that this was a ploy for attention. NO NO NO NO NO NO NO NO NO NO NO - I would never do that. It was a true cry for help and you all came to my rescue and for that I can't thank you enough. That PMer really destabalized an already brittle system and I put them on ignore, but the damage has already been done. I just hope all of you understand where I was coming from.

I am hurting, it's starting to ease a little, just a little but at least that is something. I see T tonight and that is good. I can't "talk" anymore. Just know where I'm coming from and that all of you "saved my existence"



Songbird and Daisy and All The Seedling and the Little Butterfly with no name