Thankyou Sabrina for your kind words and for your support. I didn't see your reply right away, and I deleted my post because I felt very vulnerable after writing it. I have done this before, some things are hard for me to share, even though they are minor issues. Thanks once again, you are one of the few who respond when I make a post!

Love and Best Wishes,
Sujin

Any moderators please remove this thread if you like! Sorry.