I lie to myself so much, that i can barely distinguish what parts of my thoughts, feeling or opinions are real, and what events have happened, what i have dreamt and what i have just made up. I will lie to other people and believe it so much myself that i am sure i could pass a lie detector.
In fact as its so hard for me to write this, because i believe my lies so much that i feel like i am betraying myself by writing this, like i have just let the secret out.

I'm diagnosed Bipolar not BPD, and i know this isnt an actual BPD characteristic (well i think its not), but my T thinks i may be BPD and i just wanted to come on here and ask you.

I wouldnt say i am a compulsive liar, but then i dont think i'd know if i was