this isnt a healthy relationship u are at risk. you are not safe with him. i would seek help immediatly! even if it would be ur fault u do not deserved to be treated like that! if it happens again, which i hope it doesnt and that u have left him, take pictures of any bruising, redness, any physical harm done by him. its to protect yourself and have proof so that you can go to the authorities.

he is the one with issues not you! you deserve better. hope to hear from you and that you are ok