((((( Rainbowzz )))))
I am this way about Dr.'s and the dentist.
I had a hard time telling anyone. Still do. But my T said I needed to talk to them or it would be excruciatingly difficult every time.
She suggested all I had to say was "I had an abusive childhood, and I'm having a hard time here."
It was difficult to say the least and I wrote it down on a piece of paper in case I couldn't do it.
Got through the Dr. okay, (female, that seemed to help me) but used the note for the dentist.
They were both VERY understanding and compassionate.
Petunia