a note. Hm, thats not a bad idea now is it?

I'd never thought of that before. I suppose they would be well versed in handling people like me wouldnt they?

When I was Ra*** a few years a go, that was the last time that I got checked out, but I was so out of it at the time anyways I wasnt even really aware of what was going on.

Gah, It took me a half hour just to write this post - No joke. And yet i say to myself that "it never really happened, i just made it up" or "it was just my imagination" or stuff like "its never had any effect on me."

Well, things like this just sort of strike me as saying "uh, yes, it happened and this is proof right here" (flashbacks, nervousness about stranger touching me etc)

Sigh.

Well I am going to think about making an appointment at the local Planned Parenthood (luckily my female doctor works there throughout the week too, maybe I could bring the note in to one of the nurses and see if she can talk to my doctor, that way its less direct.

Thanks Pet.