I just want to thank everybody for your kind words and support. I've had a crazy past few days and it helps to come here and "talk" with all of you. I started a letter to my T, but I am getting really scared to tell anything now. I started reading more online about eating disorders and it got me thinking again that maybe I don't have to tell. He may figure things out on his own. Or maybe I can tell, but do so only very minimally, like to give him just enough information that he'll know something was up with eating disorder but not get too specific. I'm afraid to go into details and I really hope he doesn't ask too much. I am just so scared! I am so much happier or more comfortable denying things. It makes me wish that DocJohn could call my T for me and tell him everything that I've posted. At least that way I wouldn't have to. I'd be forced to talk then. Anyway, I wanted to let you all know how much I appreciate your thoughts. You are keeping me from going too crazy by being here for me. The support and friendship I find here during this time will help me to make the right decisions. I think your posts are helping me to tell my T about this weekend, whether I like it or not. Now before I go to the corner to pout and cry about the anxiety of what to do, {{{{{Group Hug}}}}}

Luv,
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