still all worked up... i got offered the new job except it turned out to be a dodgy deal, and my current boss wants me to stay which is ok except she makes me anxious. i am still under pressure to find more work but trying to take it one day at a time. I am trying to take it one day at a time, some days are just so hard though. THANKS to gma for replying to my post, and thanks for your support i really appreciate it.