Idk venus Halley :-| i like your question in your thread thou. I keep thinking it will get better but idk seems like the times it does i get slapped back down or when it's good times i'm awaitin the slap . . . Idk i'm not on meds and idk if those would help. I sort of fear both ways like meds help with my chaos in my head then i see me as a failure. If meds don't help with the chaos in my head well i just took Crap that could make my body worse :-| Blah. I'm interested what others have to say. I would like to know.

Open eyes you do have a point nothing is set in stone too