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In the end after all of my neuropsych testing, I told myself I didn’t care what they said, I was not going to let the diagnosis define who I was. I was well aware of BPD and the symptoms. The problem in saying I wasn’t going to let it define me was that I didn’t take time to find out exactly how BPD related to me. Now I have spent the last 4 months giving in to nearly every impulse that comes to mind. This is not a very comfortable place to be. Somehow I know I am in control, but yet I have been crazy impulsive. I don’t like it. Thanks Echoes for posting this because this was just given as a diagnosis but wasn’t explained in how this relates to me.
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