*sigh*

I had just about acepted all of this, got on the wagon and sorting myself out, which was good !
Now myself and long term partner have split up.
GAHHHH Why can't life ever be simple, or just give me a bit of rest !?
Along with all this rubbish, my SH ideals have now come storming back to me, along with ED's.. I honestly want to find a hole to curl up in and sleep for a thousand years, then I may consider waking up, when everyone who ever knew me will be long gone.