TIYeah but I spoke to someone today my councillor and she thinks it could be BDP I'm so scared at this moment I keep crying and thinking the worse of everything I'm not eating anything and the stoumch cramps are making me feel sick. I'm so scared my girlfriend will leave me and I don't know how much more I can take. My mum is away till sunday with my family. Me and my girlfriend talk about marrige and stuff but everything seems so far away will this get any better? I'm sat on a staircase at work at my witts end. If anyone can help me please pm me.