I am so confused right now, so this may not make sense. I just woke up and I wanted to get this down while it was still in my mind (although my recall is pretty fragmented). I tried looking for a dream dictionary, but I didn't find any that covered...this.
I'll put the dreams in a quote, and then mark any "notes" about the dream with an asterisk.
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*I had a dream that I was stalking my mother and hurting my father whenever he came near her. I was hurting my mother as well, but I don't remember how. Next thing I know I'm in an all-white doctor's office, being diagnosed as bipolar. My dad was asking if there's anything he could do for me, and the doctor said no. I think my mom was crying. I think there was a mention of boarding school.
**Soon after, I had a dream that there were more than one of me and I was bossing them around. Then, one of them rebelled. Somehow the "me" that rebelled against me decided to tell all the other "me"s that I wasn't as powerful as I seemed, and they didn't have to ask my permission before leaving (I don't remember where they said they were leaving). I wasn't top dog anymore, and they all began to bully me and say mean things.
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*My parents are not at all abusive towards me or each other. I have never been diagnosed as bipolar, although I have wondered about it in the past. I don't understand this one at all.
**I've been depressed lately, but other than that, I don't understand this one either.
Usually I have pretty lucid dreams, but I couldn't control anything in this dream. I don't think I was "conscious" to do so, or whatever the terminology is. Sorry, I'm still a little sleepy. :P Thanks in advance. You guys are awesome.
