Thanks Rainbow. She does have paper and pens but I wasn't up to asking for much today other than to ask to sit on the floor next to her and have a hug at the end, both of which she was happy to let me have. So I suppose it's good that I could manage to get that out. After that email I sent her last week about checking out she's still there by driving by her house, I was so worried but she was absolutely fine. As if it's the most normal thing in the world. Maybe it'll be better on thurs at my second weekly appointment.