Hi everyone.

Needed to ramble a bit I think, please bear with me. After my fiasco with the rash caused by the Lamictal, I was switched over last weekend to Tegretol, then when I went to see my doc he switched me to Depakote, 250mg. a day 3x.........

Rash went away, mood swings are more in check, but the depression, or lack of caring, comes from work and home these days.

There are two people at work that I have had to report - one for sexual harassment and one for hostile work environment. The sexual harassment thing I spoke to my supervisor about on many occasions and the guy was "spoken to" about it, numerous times, and it keeps going on..........finally I called the employee hotline number, filed charges, and called my DM.

The other guy is simply a kitchen supervisor, who had the audacity to yell at me and berate me in front of the other employees............again, he was "talked to", but is now being considered for a promotion. HELLOOOOOOOOO, I received no apology, no nothing (actually we are ignoring one another) and my supervisor is considering doing this. He told me that if I wanted to, to write him up - it didn't happen to him, just me, so I could do it. My thought on that was............no support from the General Manager, why waste my time???

I'm putting in so many hours lately at work that Alex is starting to act up - getting mouthy, being difficult.........[sigh]. Course, HE doesn't help any by telling Alex "who knows when your mother will decide to come home".

My input at work is not appreciated, most of the time it is ignored. I hate going in.........everyone comes to me to fix things and I don't have the authority to do it........but they can't talk to the GM, just little ole me.

I'm working on 8 straight days here about 12-14 hours per day and am getting rather cranky.......so I apologize. I'm simply tired and disgusted. Looking for a new job diligently as well.

Off to another 12 hour day...........yay.

Mary Alice