I use to burn myself and I liked it very much. I have stopped for along time probably 3 years. The only thing I do still is if I have a lighter in my hand I will let the heat hit my wrist but not leave a scar or burn myself. For some reason it makes me happy. I also will use my fingers to let out someone else cig. It doesn't hurt. I'm not really worried about what Im doing but I find it strange that I like to feel the heat. What you all think?