I feel so down and have for weeks. I am already on quite a few meds and I am so angry at my therapist and pdoc. They are so afraid of my mania it seems like they just invalidate how depressed I am. I am not making it to family get togethers, cleaning my apt, bathing (I finally did with so much effort.) I don't get into my pdoc again until next Tuesday and it has been a month since I saw her. I want to be put back on Citalopram 40 mg and she says no lets try Latuda. I feel unheard and just angry at this point. I think the reason they are being this way is this summer I went into a very severe mania and ended up in a psychosis, however that was months ago and believe me I am far from manic now. Anybody else not have their docs take their depression seriously and not want to treat it? I mean I don't just have mania I get severe depression too. I just don't get it. I am so angry, depressed, no initiative for anything I can't believe I was able to do this it must be the anger. Please I hope somebody else knows what I'm talking about I am feeling very alone these days. Thx