i really didnt expect it to go well at all because i was so mad earlier at the whole power thing and missing T last week but it just felt good to be with her she even let me stay untill 5 of when she usually has me leave at 15 of.but i ended up seeing the other client.i kind of felt bad because i knew T wasn't going to get much of a break.it was strange i was for the most part calm.i mean i had a few bad moments but not so paralizing .i was able to laugh with her.one thing she said is that i dont let anyone ever see the real me and that could be a big problem at work as why my boss believes i would do the things these people say im doing.i dont ever want them to know me either and i told her this