I'm 20, recently diagnosed with BP-II. In every relationship I've been in, I get really paranoid. I always worry that he's cheating, lying, going to leave me, etc. I do it so much, that I always ruin relationships by irrationally accusing them of these things w/o any proof other than my "gut feeling." Then I regret it a day or two later and wind up calling/texting them apologizing profusely. Then when they ignore me, I start saying mean things again. Then cry and apologize. Then say mean things. Then apologize, etc... Leaving so many texts, phone calls, emails, and voice mails that they usually just wind up blocking me all together. It's pathetic, really.

So I'd like to know, does this seem like something associated with BPD? Or am I just a complete nutcase when it comes to relationships?