Wow...just found an interesting book and I was able to read the first few pages on amazon.com and now I want to buy it. It seems to be making perfect sense as to why I'm feeling the way I am, and now I really feel like following my heart. The book is called Asperger's in Love: Couple Relationships and Family Affairs by Maxine Aston. It talks about how people with asperger's syndrome have very limited interests even when it comes to love. Here's a part of the book that explains that: "The views of AS women about attraction are very similar to those of AS men. Physical attraction is limited to a particular feature and, once again, it is hair and eyes that are particularly mentioned."

So true! So now what do I do??!!