It doesn't bother me when people eat in front of me. However, every single female I see, I always compare their body size to mine. If they are larger than me, then I will freak out and be like "I never wanna be like that." I also watch fat people eat, usually only females. It's like thinspiration. I know this is mean but I am not shy around fat people the same way I would be around skinny people. IDK... I feel ya though.