I have such horrible social anixiety!!! *tear* I had to present a powerpoint today in a class full of people who run their mouths waaaaaay too much. Ok, so I am trying so hard NOT to freak out and have a panic attack before I have to present....I get up there....I am talking super fast, quietly, I can't stop stuttering and messing up, so I skip like everything and try to get done as quickly as possible. Then I was so upset about making a fool of myself, I almost had one..so, I went to my car and cried. What is wrong with me??!?!? Why can't I just be normal?
I sooo wanted to cut when I got to my car.