Oh it's so awful being scared. Scared of things that I know I shouldn't be scared about. I reallly hate that. When I'm totally freaking out and inside of my head I am telling myself that what I'm scared of isn't true but my body and emotions are saying, "I'm terrified." Makes me jolly angry. Anxiety just wrecks my days, I have stuff planned and then it all ends up being spoiled by the way I feel. Absolutely scared stiff! Just hate that feeling...it's with me now.
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