I know how you feel. Very often I feel as though my pdoc doesn't listen to me. It's almost as though if I don't make a scene in his office or leave him a pissy message that he doesn't take me seriously. He allows his patients to email him between appointments and I've come to the conclusion that he skims the letters and looks for keywords. Sometimes he will respond to me with something totally off topic or the oppisite of what I wrote him about. I've been thinking of firing him and going to see someone else. Maybe you should consider it as well? We deserve to be heard