Thanks for the welcome!
[Open Eyes] I can relate, it took me a long time to find a good therapist. I also once had a Dr. who always seemed tired and stressed, it made it hard to open up to them. In my opinion, it's not because I was "too much to handle;" it's about finding someone who knows how to help me handle what I am going through. For me, it was well worth the long search to find someone who was the right fit. I think having a good therapist is one of the single most important factors in learning to cope and recover.