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Originally Posted by meadowsweet
Im sorry youre feeling so unsupported right now. I think when theres too much on...its healthy to remind yourself that whats importyant is yours and your childrens health - the washing up thats piling up and the grubby paw prints on the floor matter less compared to your health and well being. I hope that tomorrow will be better for you.
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You're right. I shouldn't worry about the small stuff. I don't know why it bothers me so much when things are out of order. Even though I took my medicine today, it didn't really help. I couldn't just relax. I'm trying really hard to be there for them, but I'm just starting to wear thin. It's already been a week. The only people around are my parents, and they are no help. I have a friend Mandi, but she's got 3 kids of her own...so going over there would just add to my stress. Tomorrow should be a better day. I just have to get thru this evening. Two more hours and I can put the toddler to bed. And maybe if I pray hard enough, the baby will stay quiet a few more minutes so I can get myself together.