Confusedinomicon: yeah kind of. he surprisingly brought it up when I was texting him while he was at work. (he has a lot of down time between phone calls so he is allowed to, or at least can get away with it lol) he told me he is between a rock and a hard spot cause he wants to comfort me but he has work. it made me feel better that he really does want to comfort me but feels like his job is compromising it. i know it makes sense, but it really did make me feel better knowing he really wants to comfort me. i think thats all i really wanted to know, or be reassured of.