Well, I went to see him tonite and I addressed the issue and how I felt head on. He appologized and told me he was glad that I was able to tell him that I was upset. He explained that he was burning the candle at both ends and that our meeting time was the worst part of his day when he is very tired.

And he made the effort to listen to me and he recognized that I am serious about the excuse game and that he needs to be honest with me, he agreed an appologized. So I am giving him another go.

I really need him to meet with my husband again and my daughter who truely doen't understand my PTSD, I can't blame her, I have had a hard time understanding it myself.
I can't help what I have, I tried very hard and gave her everything I could. But the damage to her horse caused by my neighbor's dog has really upset her, and things have been very strained since then.

I am trying, but its so hard when people around you just don't understand how difficult it is, what a real struggle it truely is.

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