I made it thru the evening I just feel guilty for getting upset about him being gone. I tried to get off the phone with him, so he wouldn't know I was upset...but he just kept calling. And now I feel bad because his buddy feels bad about me feeling bad. ugh, why isn't this pill working today???? I'd take another one but I'm scared of totally zoning out. I hope I can sleep. I just have to breathe and remind myself that none of this is really that important. This is me ->