Hai I haven't cut in 2 or three weeks I wanted to today but thought I could do longer I have the scars still and all it does is remind me of the time I cut because....(insert sad story). I've sat and thought about What if..What if someone at your school or church or whatever found out...How hard they would take it. I know the first thing to pop in their head would be " but I gave her/him all I could why doesn't she/he apperciate me?" I know that's what my mom would say. I also recently found out that I have a family history of Social phobia...I think I may be inheriting it soon because I want to cry around big crowds and the thought of talk to people I don't know makes me sick and I feel awful. I will tell you guys everything later but I don't have enough time to tell you why I think I do or what the whole situation was...In time you will see Bye friends